While I’m 18
hailsatan • ILOVEHUZZ • SHUTIN • attentionseeker • kareyourself • mansionmusic • soulsellaz • badbitchstylist • bloodinmyconfession • Pentagram
This album was made between January and April 14 2025, my birthday. The goal was to build a name for myself—a statement piece—while still in my youth, focused on delivering quality songs filled with rage, regret, and ambition. I was frustrated about not being where I wanted to be musically, and I originally thought my final court date would close that chapter of my life. When I found out I had one more chance, I took that relief and turned it into fuel for the project, making every song to be killer and stronger than the last.The third track became a turning point in the album—it showed I could create traction—but it also created distance between me and my loved ones. Around this time, I was dealing with the weight of losing my grandmother, who was my main support, and eventually losing stability in my living situation. Recording shifted from creativity into survival.That pressure, grief, and isolation shaped the sound and emotion of the project, pushing me further away from people while forcing me to keep going through the music.